POOR DEER

A terrible mistake burdens an isolated child with a bossy, hot-breathed conscience/companion.

Oshetsky follows a well-received debut, Chouette (2021), with another odd, child-driven, animal-haunted narrative, this time the dark fairy tale of Margaret Murphy, who, as a 4-year-old, is implicated in the death of her friend Agnes Bickford. "Poor Deer" is the phrase Margaret overhears—and misspells—as her widowed mother, Florence, and Aunt Dolly sympathize over the suffering Agnes’ mother, Ruby, must be enduring at the loss. But for sensitive Margaret, the term converts into an actual hooved, yellow-teethed, articulate presence, the externalization of all her childish feelings and unanswered questions about Ruby, Agnes, and herself: the guilt, grief, sin, and sorrow. “Her hooves kick out at my shins. She nips and hurts…She demands justice. She never forgives.” The story opens as 16-year-old Margaret begins writing—at Poor Deer’s insistence—her confession, looking back to her younger self. On the fateful day of Agnes’ death, the two girls had played in the mud of a flooded school yard, then in a toolshed. As part of a game, Agnes had climbed into a disused cooler from which Margaret couldn’t release her, leaving Ruby to find the body and Florence to lie about her daughter’s whereabouts. The resulting backwash of blame and pent-up emotion is intensified by the Murphys’ Catholicism. As Margaret loses an infected finger to amputation, so the book’s overt symbolism and spiritual references come to the fore: heaven and the devil; the mark of Cain; ritual and self-harm. Oshetsky delivers this sad, child’s-eye-perspective morality tale in desultory fashion, leavened by a whimsical, occasionally comic tone, leading to a see-saw effect. Redemption, ultimately, is not ruled out.

A fanciful parable of coming to terms with psychological damage inflicted on a child’s psyche.